|Ending 2012 trying to remember how|
far I've come!
|A year ago, and feeling amazing.|
So, let's get reacquainted. Catch up a bit.
How are you? Did you have happy holidays? What did you get for Christmas? Did you indulge happily, satisfyingly refrain, or a bit of both? Did you kiss someone on New Years' Eve at midnight, or did you make the most of a bit of mistletoe? Did you make any resolutions this year? If you made any last year, how did that go?
The New Year has never felt particularly new to me. I've never felt like January 1st is anything other than a new day on a calendar. I've never felt any particular significance to the magic date change that begins the next year.
Since I can recall, my year's always begun around August to September. Having parents in education, being a student once upon a time, and working within the entertainment industry lends to things winding down in June and kicking back into high gear in August and September.
It just so happens that something's been brewing within me for quite some time, and the resolve to push forward finally made its way to the forefront. I like that this happened to happen right now, the beginning of a brand new year.
When people have talked about "plateaus" in the past, I always surmised that it was a physical one. Turns out, it can be mental, too. And mine certainly has been. A few things have happened in the last week, though, that have renewed me and instilled a drive and lust for life that I've been missing for a while.
A dear friend of mine put it like this: there's a wall in front of you, and you've got a few big cement blocks you can stand on just enough to see over it, so you think, "Sweet! I'm out of it!" But, it turns out you aren't over it - you just got a view of the other side. Then, something happens - and whatever it is, it puts its hands together, gives you a foothold and a lift, then nudges you on your way up the wall. Before you know it, you're on top of the wall and all you have to do is start down the other side. Or, if you're like me, you just jump.
|A year ago also, thrilled to be turning 30|
and DJing alongside friends.
I will be thankful for the wonderful humans that have entered into my life, some of these even in just the last couple of months.
I will work harder.
I will focus, organize, and start ruling the world once again.
I will start tracking my food and working out a minimum of 5 times a week (and attempt to do so in the morning). This is not because of a desire to be thin, but because of the satisfaction and contentment and happiness an active, healthy life brings me.
And I'll tell you all about it along the way.
Happy New Year, friends. I hope and pray your 2013 is one full of truly living life, and things that may not be comfortable, but will be very, very good.